Actually I got many things can post it here....

I wanted to post about my outings with friends and all those...

But currently I'm having my final examinations on next week...which makes me dont have the mood to update my blog...

Always when come to the exam period, I will feel very very very MOODY.... =.=

I'll be stress out all the time during this period....

So, when I'm stress I dont even feel like studying at all....

This is very very not good....>.<

And during this period, I'll be more sensitive..
Sorry to those who I hurt them recently....=(

Well, and I think alot during this time..@@
To those particular people: I think your point of view regarding to "♥" this matter is very very different from me....@@

You makes me feel like you treat ♥ this thing like a very simple and casual thing...
You want it this moment ..but you can abandon it at the next second...
I'm very serious with this thing...so if you are not serious with it..please get off !
I dont think you are sincere enough...that's all I can say....

And I really really hate those people who likes to play with others feeling....!
Dont make me to hate you...it will not be forever but ... you know....
I hate the feeling being alone in a room facing the LCD screen doing nothing while others are struggling to success in their exam...

I feel like I'm like a useless person at this moment!

I dont even know what is my future is going to be while others knew it from earlier....
I'm just following the flow....without knowing what I want to be in the future...
next year I'll be a 20 years old...
So, future this thing seems very near to my peers but not for me.....
I really feel like giving up to all these....but I know I cant...
Who really knows me well? even ME not understand myself....
I think I need to consult a counsellor....else I'll really get mad soon....
I cant really think alot when I'm alone....
*A big Sighhhhhhhhhh*

What day is today? LOL!

Yesterday was a embarrasing day for me.... omg..... * shy shy*

The story was like that...I thought my tutorial class is at 11.30am..

So I decided to take a cab to college since it's already 11.25am..

Then there was another guy taking the same cab with me...because he's also heading to the college...

I got one habit that is once I enter the cab/bus I'll prepare the money to pay later...lol...

So when I was taking out my money the coins "jatuh" everywhere on the carpet of the cab...

That guy who was sitting beside me helped me to pick up those coins...but I found out a 10 cents coin "hilang"..haha...so I kept searching for it...that guy also searching the coin for me...

At that time...I dropped those coins she picked up for me again... :S hahahahaha... damn paiseh weyh...

He picked it up again for me...so basically we were busying picking up those coins along the journey to the college...LOL!

Then then...finally reached the college...

When I was getting out the cab... I knocked my head and yelled out : "Aiyakkkk! " Hahahahahha...
OMG...so paiseh ehhh... ><
I wonder how that guy think of me...must be thinking something like...yerrr....why this girl so careless one....LOL!

Stupid couple!

I'm going to talk about this stupid couple...
Today when I was about to show my resident pass to the lady guard infront of my condominium before entering ... I took out my card holder when I was still walking and I feel like something drop out from that holder...
Then I turned back to look it...it's kinda dark with dim light...I saw 2 cards on the road...I dont know whether is that those advertisement card that you can easily found on the road or my cards so I walked over and have a look.
By that time I turned back and look at the road...there was a couple...that guy saw me looking at the road...then he was like saw something valuable and trying to step on it and keep it to himself..

what the TOOT!

btw, I still dont know what card is that yet until I go nearer... It's my Touch n Go card....>.<
Both of them was like hiding the card with their legs ...Damn it!

I quickly took it away and said : " Erm..sorry...it's mine! ''  then I walked away....

( p/s: I'm so scare at the moment as I dont know what they will do to me...they might just take the card instead and say it's theirs... >.< ) 

 I just reload my card only that day..and the other card which i dropped was my resident pass..both are so important! 
Haiz....lucky? unlucky ?

Currently in love with this song " Cries in the Distance" by JJ Lin.

It's actually not a new song.. =)

Come on let's sing together!   Hehe..

Lyrics

Cries in a distance

Can't stop the tremble

I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never

Save me forever

The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend

Come to me and take my hand

Like mama would say

Everything will be okay

[*]

All I hear is three two one

The scream from the guns

And then one by one

No one gets to run

Someones dad or mom

Sister, brother and son

No... no...

All I feel is one two three

My tears start to bleed

Smell of roses on my feet

I feel sore

I fall

I call

I crawl

Cries in a distance

Can't stop the tremble

I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never

Save me forever

The guns gonna get me for sure

Dear God I pray why won't you be my friend

Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say

Everything will be okay

Repeat [*] x2

I feel sore

I fall

I call

I crawl

---THE END---

 :)

Feelings ....

How do you feel if someone who addressed themselves as your besties but their attitude towards you are the other way round?  *disappointed* seriously........

FAKE HOPE!!!!

Please..........dont give me fake hope! Because even if I knew it is going to be fake but I will still choose to believe you. And do you know how cruel is that to me?  by waiting for something which is probably not going to come true ?  Think for yourself before you saying any word to me! And of course...be frank to you and me as well.

NEW!!!

Hello...I'm back!  =D

I'm Sorry???

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。


——纯纯的“对不起” 。





男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。



—— “对不起”的快乐 。







大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。



—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。







婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”



—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。





渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。



—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。







女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

PROBLEMS..PROBLEMS..AND PROBLEMS~~~~~

Haiz so many things happen these days..not only me..but the people surrounding me...

Anyway, I'm not going to post out what had happened to them..due to their P&C...

just hope they can think properly what they really want..and stay strong!!
I meet a new friend..he's having problems too..hope that he can solve the problem wisely...

REMEMBER THAT..

ANNE ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU ALL YA!!

see you all unhappy..I also will feel sad..
nahh, I'm just being too emotional...
I even cried at college..=.=
Thanks to Ms. Miko and Ms. Evelene that comforted me down...
and most funny part is that after I cried..I still have Eng class...
When entered to that class..the teacher is already there..
And you know what the teacher told me??

LOL..she said..: '' you (me) like to smile har...I(she) like to see your(my) face."

At the moment, I was like ..huh?? And I told my friend( Ah Chee) : ''hey, I just finished crying only rite??" lol

Last but not least, Stay strong yea sis and friend...and my new-meet-friend...

I believes you all can do it..

Am supporting you all!!!

Gasing Hill !!!

I went to Gasing Hill this morning...

Mad tired but fun !!! =)

First Time again!! LOL

Yesterday was my first time taking LRT alone to KL Central then change to KTM to Shah Alam alone..

you all might think that ..Ughh? Where is this lady from?? from a village ar? hahaha...

Hmm, and I came late to college in the morning too..>.<

I hate 8 am class!! Hate it...

I did set alarm to awake me..

Just that my hands were too efficient to stop it when it rang..=P
So yea..I'm late..err, not kinda late actually..

maybe just about 10 minutes?? haha..but..still consider late ok..>.<

And and..I need to bring my laptop along with me..and so do other stuff of mine..

I just feel like having practice on "Shaolin Kungfu" in that morning..So damn heavy!!! Oh gosh!!

Even some of my friends thought that I'm "zao lou-ing" LOL...

Anyways, I also have friend who saw me carrying such heavy bags and wanted to help me take my file..

So sweet of you!! ^^

And and..I spotted two hot guys yesterday...one is in college..and the other one is in LRT..LOL..

So "hiao" hor me....=P
Then when I arrive to Shah Alam...got no people come and pick me up..sad me...=(

Ended up I need to take a cab back to the kindergarten of my mum...or not..I need to wait for 3 hours ler...

Oh kill me please....need to wait for so long in such "oven" place...some more no hot guys there also...LOL..

For such a short distance..the cab charged me RM5.50..haiz....who wants to be a taxi driver?? it's easy to earn money in that way..nah,just kidding..XD

Actually before that..I called my dad...I told him that I'm taking a cab back home..

then he asked me to sms the cab's car plate number to him..
Then, when I entered to the cab..the cab's driver asked me where I want to go..

OMG...that time i said section 17..LOL...he scratched his head...
I was thinking ..what is the address of that kindergarten already huh?? haha..

Both of us silence for awhile..

Then he asked: '' ohh, yang kat rumah kelompok tu ke?? "  then i said: "Ahh...yayaya!! ''

Luckily I heard before Rumah Kelompok this word when I was small..LOL..

Haiz..teruk me!!

p/s: I have a housemate..he said want to teman me to KL Central before that...Thanks alot!!..but I need to try to go back alone..Hehe..

On The Fourth Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初四。。

On The Fourth Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初四。。

My house party...hehe..Chinese New Year open house..

I did baked/make a dessert..

too bad got no time to take a picture of it...=(
But everybody praised my dessert ler..all still come and look for me after eating it..but too bad..got "limited stock" hahaha...

Okay, let's start with the pictures..=)

3 talented singers..see their face expression!! LOL..

Mahjong for the elders...hehe

"lou sang" session..=D

Me and my friends..=) thanks for coming!!

What else?? GAMBLE!!! LOL..

Haha..one of my cousin brother..he will be going back to Shanghai right after the party..

My neighbour came to my house too..=)

My uncles and aunties..LOL

Sing-K session again!!! =)

Me...after busy cleaning the house right after the party..tired >.<

THE END!!!

Hope you all enjoy with the pictures..=)

Goodnight peoples..

=D

On The Third Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初三。。

On The Third Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初三。。

Nothing much actually...visiting visiting and visiting for day time..=)

At night got new year open house in my one of the uncle's house..

After the dinner, my cousin , my sister and I went for yumcha again..

just 3 of us..do some girls talk..at Station 1 which is located at Bandar Puteri Puchong..

I ordered Hot Honey Milk~~ my first time trying it..tastes like the icing cream of the cake..LOL

Tadaa! the picture of my drink..haha

Me...zi lian-ing...LOL

Haiz..same pose only lar..haha

To be continued ~ ~ ~

On The Second Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初二 ~ ~

On The Second Day of Chinese New Year ~ ~ 年初二 ~ ~

BOOoooo!! my tired face!!! =P

this is at my uncle's house...hehe

After that, we headed to my grandmother's house..

She cooked super duper nice dishes for us..us means all the relatives la..her anak's family..LOL

Got super big prawns!!! superb!!

And many other dishes...all nice nice one..hehe

After the dinner..we watched 72 tenants of prosperity ( 72 家房客 ...

24 of us go watched it together..haha..

overall for this movie is not bad lar...

lots of funny parts...=)

To be continued....

The First Day of Chinese New Year !!!

The First Day of Chinese New Year~ ~ 年初一

As usual..we had our 团圆饭 in the morning..all the dishes are vegetarian food..=)

After that, we will shoot some photographs at the compound of my house..
Later on...we will start visiting our relatives..hehe

okay, let's the pictures do the talking..=)

Opps..my sister is missing..haha, she is the one who took this picture..^^

Finally she is here..but my dad missing again..LOL

Haha..what's wrong with my brother?? =P

My brother with the grandfather..^^

Followed by my sister..=)

And my turn!! I'm the youngest..=D

Haha..my face expression..because I thought my dad wanted to take my picture..I posed nicely.. And he said he's taking a video..ended up to be like this..=P

Me and my sister...spot us?? =D

A group picture of us with my cousins..at my aunt's place..do we look alike?? hehe

Haha..posing with my cousin sister's shades..I tends to smile with teeth..but they asked me not to...=(

ended up with this stupid face..LOL

Another picture smilling without showing the teeth..

But still..I prefer to smile with teeth..=D

This is night time..yumcha with my relatives at Old Town Coffee Shop..^^

To be continued.....

LAGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ughhh!!! Why so lag one??

hmm..continue tomorrow then...=)

I'm Back!!! =)

Hola!!! I'm back!! How are you all?? got miss me?? =P hahaha...sorry that I've neglected my blog for more than a week...>.<

Was busy celebrating the Chinese New Year...and also need to blame my laziness...haa...

Alright, today I'm going to post about how I celebrate my Chinese New Year..=)

Let the pictures do the talking...=P

Quite many of them..hehe

During Chinese New Year Eve~~ having "团圆饭" at Restaurant Janbo..somewhere at Puchong..

This is the yee sang...is a must for all Chinese during CNY..=)

And here we go..."huat ar!!!"  hehe

A picture of me and my brother..^^

Again...plus my grandfather..=)

picture with our relatives..hmm, me in this angle..not nice..=(

haha..you see my grandmother..so cute..^^

My family..with my "kai ma" ..

Me busy eating..LOL

Hmm..after our meal..we went to the temple..=)

but didnt take any pictures at there..

To be continued....

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

GONG XI FA CAI  恭喜发财 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!

Hmm...these few days will be super busy...busy for Chinese New Year..hehe

So, maybe will not be able to update my blog so frequent..SORRY!! =C

Most probably will update my blog right after the Chinese New Year ~ ~

Anyways, wish all the people over here have a properous new year...

ENJOY!! GET LOTS OF ANGPOW OK!!  hehhehe...
And HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! hehehe..

My brother is BACK !!

Finally, my beloved brother is back from UK..to celebrate Chinese New Year with us..So happy !! hehe..

Actually I do have the intuition that my brother will be coming back..
I couldnt sleep well last night..keep thinking of my brother..HAHA..

Anyways, he did gave the most surprise for my parents and also my sister..for me?  definately I do..but not as much as they do..Especially my sister..she screamed when she saw him !! HAHA..and my mum..hugged my brother..her tears rolling down..my dad? of course he was happy..but didnt show out how happy he is..but I know he's so happy..until speechless..

From yesterday..I kept telling my parents and so do my sister that I have the intuition that "gor gor" will be coming back tomorrow..they just dont believe to what I've told them..

And today..was proven that my intuition is so accurate..LOL..so happy!!

Oh yea...I hugged him...feel so nice and warm..
And he did bought us something..like necklace, perfumes, cosmetics all those and loads of chocolates!!!  THX BRO!! LOVE IT!! =)

It's been a year we didnt see each other..but we do contact each other via MSN and SKYPE..=)

And I have jobs again from my mum..that is..wash all my brother's clothes..and clean my house ( upstairs )..

Okay, goodnight peoples!! have a sweet dream!! ^^

Picture Time !!

As I promised that I will post up the pictures of the lollipop and the little Samuel in the previous post..I will post it now..

Let's the pictures do the talk..=)

Here is the lollipop..with Minnie Mouse..^^

Me happily pose with the lollipop..act cute..>.<

Here is the little Samuel..it's hard to take picture of a kids properly..

but he's cute anyway..^^

Another picture of little Samuel..=)

This is a 6 years old boy..he's handsome

BUT naughty!! hehe

A picture of my mummy and my doggie..

When my mummy is busying ..my doggie is also busying..>.<

You see..^^

Cute..=)

My doggie: Is there any food on the table?? Let me have a look first..LOL

This happens everyday when it nears her dinner time..

( p/s: Actually I have 3 doggies..not only this dog..is just that this doggie is too cute..will try to post up their  pictures in other time..^^ )

Oh yea..I've changed my blog skin..but kinda weird...look at the time , music player and the chat box..dont really know how to fix it.

Thanks to Nick Niew for giving me the website and guide me abit..haha..

But it's really weird that my previous blogskin is underneath the new one..>.<

GOOD NIGHT/ GOOD MORNING PEOPLES !! =)

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Thank you !! =)

I need to specially say Thank You to one person here..
Because he came and fetch me from Puchong to Wangsa Maju to a friend's house to have a steamboat party..and send me back to Puchong after the party..or else I dont have transport to there..
Besides, he still treat me for that meal..>.<..

Paiseh lor..should be I'm the one who treat you back ..

Anyways, the steamboat party was nice..=)

And I want to say thank you to that person..hehe..(you know who you are )

Next time I treat you lollipop again..=P

=)

Today, I did the laundry..

Got maid = No maid..

Cant blame...because..haiz..lazy to talk about it..

First time ironed loads of clothes..Hahaha..I really cham edi..so big already only get started to work on these things..

Hmm, quite enjoyable..haha

At least I learnt how to iron the clothes properly..I mean better than last time..

But definately not so pro yet lar..haha..

Tonight thought of going out with family to buy somethings..

But too bad, it's already too late..plus we were all super tired..!!

Hmm, perhaps this coming weekdays will go again..

Because those things is a  MUST HAVE during Chinese New Year...=)

Hmm..today I went to the kinderdarten to help my mum again..

Besides, I also need to visit the orthodontist..

I met the cutie Samuel again..=)

Today only I know that he loves stars so much..

And today I wore a T-shirt which have a big stars in the center...

So, he saw it and you know where his hands go..haha..>.< keep saying: " stars!! stars!! "
Today I taught him numbers..believe or not..a 2 and the half year old baby can recognise the numbers from 1-10..and he's still wearing a diapers..haha
When I'm teaching him the numbers there are some pictures on that page..
So, for example, the picture was a  ball..I asked him: "What is this? He answered me: " Ball Ball!! "
Haha..so cute!! So, this time the picture was a cat..I asked again: "What is this??" You know what he answered me?? hahaha..He answered me: " MIAO!! " hahaha..mad cute!! ^^

About 10 am..my dad come and take me to the orthodontist..

I already changed the coloured band into the turquoise colour..=)

And at night..we had dinner together with the teachers..=)

The food was superb!!

OMG..Anne is getting sick..sore-throat and flu is on the way..GO AWAY!! GO AWAY!!..=(

And here is a picture of me with the turquoise coloured band on my braces..^^

( p/s: ignore my messy hair and my eyebags..my eyebags are getting worse..T.T )

Here is a picture of the posture of my doggie while she's sleeping..hahaha
Focus on her legs..LOL..

Cute..=)

And here is my picture of my "senget" head..hahaha

That time have not put on my braces yet..

Today I ate a big lollipop from my "kai ma"..
I do take some pictures of the lollipop..
But too bad..cannot be able to upload them now..=(

Will upload later okay?? =)

Just now it rains heavily at my place..got thunder some more...it scares me..T.T

Only my grandpa and me at home..that time my grandpa was sleeping..

Tomorrow I'm going to visit my orthodontist again..

Need to change the coloured rubber band again..
Any suggestion on what colour should I change this time??

I've tried on light purple ( but this one will change its colour very fast especially after eating curry ) , aquamarine, and currently I'm wearing the pink one..

So so so?? haiz...