Actually I got many things can post it here....

I wanted to post about my outings with friends and all those...

But currently I'm having my final examinations on next week...which makes me dont have the mood to update my blog...

Always when come to the exam period, I will feel very very very MOODY.... =.=

I'll be stress out all the time during this period....

So, when I'm stress I dont even feel like studying at all....

This is very very not good....>.<

And during this period, I'll be more sensitive..
Sorry to those who I hurt them recently....=(

Well, and I think alot during this time..@@
To those particular people: I think your point of view regarding to "♥" this matter is very very different from me....@@

You makes me feel like you treat ♥ this thing like a very simple and casual thing...
You want it this moment ..but you can abandon it at the next second...
I'm very serious with this thing...so if you are not serious with it..please get off !
I dont think you are sincere enough...that's all I can say....

And I really really hate those people who likes to play with others feeling....!
Dont make me to hate you...it will not be forever but ... you know....
I hate the feeling being alone in a room facing the LCD screen doing nothing while others are struggling to success in their exam...

I feel like I'm like a useless person at this moment!

I dont even know what is my future is going to be while others knew it from earlier....
I'm just following the flow....without knowing what I want to be in the future...
next year I'll be a 20 years old...
So, future this thing seems very near to my peers but not for me.....
I really feel like giving up to all these....but I know I cant...
Who really knows me well? even ME not understand myself....
I think I need to consult a counsellor....else I'll really get mad soon....
I cant really think alot when I'm alone....
*A big Sighhhhhhhhhh*